wonderful

It’s going to be like nothing when time passes by~

I will do fine like the time when you weren’t there..

But something strange happens, I keep looking for you

Even after erasing you I see you~

Calmly I tried to forget about it like it was a lie..

But I end up missing you more~

I’ll be missing you every time

And I will pray for you every night~

Even though I try to fool myself like it was nothing

My painful heart shakes without me knowing~

It was nothing, but the fact that I can’t forget it is weird

I pray to meet you even for a little while

I wanna see you~

I’m gonna miss you~

I must have liked you a lot, I keep thinking about you..

Many times in a day, I feel like I can cry~

When you were here with me I didn't know how special you were~

I'm sorry for making you hurt so much..

Confidently I tried to erase you like it was an usual thing..

More I do that I miss you more~

I know, how hard I want to meet with you, it is not possible..

but I begging you to, please..

Pretending like you don't see me~

please, don't even give me a glance~

please do not do things that made me realize if you're there around me..

even if you're far away, i hope that you'll be happy~ :)

i bury my love deeply within my heart..

in the next world, when we are born~

then, we'll look at each other face to face..

let's be born so that we don't lose weakly in front of fate again~

though it hurts, though it will hurt, i will never cry

because there is no such thing as farewell in LOVE..

from my other world

rangkaian kata sederhana namun berarti untukku :))

ada kebohongan dalam rasa ini

entah apakah benar ak akan menyakitimu, entah apakah benar ak tlah berbuat jahat terhadap mu

ak sendiri tak mengetahuinya.

apakah salah jika diri ini memiliki rasa yang berbeda, rasa yang bukanlah untuk mu, melainkan untuknya

jika kau benar untuk ku, pahamilah ak, berilah ak waktu

proses ini tak mudah dan mungkin akan membutuhkan waktu lama.

apa yang kau fikirkan tentang ku?

inilah aku,
seperti inilah diriku,
berada dalam batas kesederhanaan,
hanya seseorang yang sederhana, namun ku pastikan untuk mu semua rasa yang ada untukmu bukanlah rasa yang biasa namun tetap dalam kesederhaan yang hanya menginginkanmu merasa bahagia karenanya :)